HELLO, MY NAME IS LORI. I AM A SINGLE MOTHER OF ONE. MY LIFE HAD A ROUGH START. WHEN I WAS A CHILD I WAS PHYSICALLY, VERBALLY, SEXUALLY, ASSAULTED ON A DAILY BASIS. MY MOM HAD IT ROUGH, SHE WAS CARING FOR SEVEN CHILDREN, AFTER BEING CHEATED ON BY MY STEPFATHERMOM> WAS MENTAL, NEVER ABUSING THE BOYS JUST THE GIRLS. EXCEPT FOR MY NOW DEAD GAY OLDEST BROTHER. HE GOT IT TOO. I CAN REMEMBER EVERY DAY GETTING UP AT 5 IN AM TO CLEAN THE WHOLE HOUSE BEFORE GOING TO SCHOOL, IF THE HOUSE WASNT CLEAN WE GOT BEAT, THEN TOLD THAT WE COULDNT GO TO SCHOOL. SHE WOULD FREAK OUT AND CUT ALL OUR HAIR OFF TO MAKE US UGLY. I CANNOT REMEMBER ANY GOOD TIMES WHEN I EVEN THINK OF MY CHILDHOOD. OBVIOUSLY, I STARTED USING DRUGS AT THE AGE OF 11. LIFE GOT WORSE, BY THE AGE OF 18 I WAS A FULL BLOWN COKE/HERION/PILLS/POT/WHATEVER I COULD GET MY HANDS ON ADDICT. I HAVE BEEN IN JAIL FOR DRUG RELATED CHARGES. IT WAS THE GRACE OF GOD WHO GAVE ME MY DAUGHTER THAT CHANGED MY LIFE AROUND. NOW I HAVE FORGIVEN MY MOTHER, MADE AMENDS WITH MANY, AND JUST WANT A CHANCE IN LIFE. I HAVE APPLIED TO FINISH MY COLLEGE/ BUT NEED TO GET LISCENCE BACK/CAR/ ECT.... I JUST WANT A CHANCE TO GIVE MY DAUGHTER WHAT I NEVER HAD. ALWAYS CRYING/WANTING TO NUMB YOURSELVE/CUZ YOU NEVER NOW WHAT YOUR COMING HOME TO, A STEPFATHER WANTING TO RUB HIS PENIS UP AND DOWN YOU/OR A MOTHER WHO WAS COMPLETLY INSANE/ OR FEAR OF JUST ENDING IT/ THERE WHERE SO MANY TIMES THAT I HAVE DIED AND BEEN BROUGHT BACK/ GOD MUST HAVE SOME SORT OF PLAN FOR ME. I NEED FRIENDS GOOD ONES AND HELP/ THANKS LORI
